28.2.06

for z

Could only say I'm saddened..
sometimes one knows the best way to cast aside THE problem,
but maybe it is also just the one action that one forbids oneself to take,
'To have what we would have, we speak not what we mean.'
but perhaps this is exactly what we all do wrong?

C'est la vie?

So complicated, I know, but, be brave my dear,
be strong, and sorry but only you know what will be the best thing the right thing...


The only blessing is from oneself?
The only help is from oneself?

At times happiness is surprise blessing from nowhere.
You never know! maybe the situation will change in no time!

4 comments:

z said...

It is sad that we dont feel like the same way to do something at the same moment. If to me tranquility is to settle the doubts in myself and a concrete commitement, should I ask for it even if that does not sound the tranquility of his? Is it asking too much to ask what I really need for the coming year when we will be apart? What should I believe when he had that major record for 'not thinking it through so had to return it without hesitation'?

z said...

Love is about high and low, intimate and space, maybe selfish and selfless. Tranquility is just a way both of the parts maintain/put up with it. I hate that word being used as a weapon/ an excuse for not giving me more. I hate that and maybe that is probably the best we dont get engaged at all.

z said...

Sis, can I hide in your place at York?

1u said...

Hiding, hmm...maybe that's not the best way...but, here comes a big hug just for you...

try not to think too much...

but, life's like this, we still need to try and look at the bright side...

z, you're still one of my most admired persons who know how to truly love another person and are willing to give so very much, (好心疼)I guess you suffer more thus...
:(
many people nowadays are just in love with themselves...