I AM JACK FOREVER x

it ended in stockholm

See you, Toyosan!

We'll have to get a new set of lamps,
But they'll never be the same.

coffee and bread with jam and butter,
your injured knees, your amazing guitarist's fingers,
best chef's taste, sparkling personality,
warm-hearted reminders, advice from a dear brother.
I miss all this, not you, the song made me shed tears, not you.
Ah, let it all be fumbled up into a loose adieu.

37

It must have been around this time or late July last year I paid my 1st visit to J's house. It's been an amazing year, and since then I got to make friends with so many more cool people who lived there or were members of '37 xxx Street Appreciation Society'... It's not me moving houses, but I somehow feel the melancholy of an ending, (everyone's now moved out of the house,) mixed with joy of a brand new start.

Bye-bye Baby

I just heard that my German friends in Frankfurt had to say goodbye to their baby son, because he was born too early (485 gr) and couldn't survive.

I feel extremely sad. I was going to go to Frankfurt to visit them. :(

They must be millions of times sadder. What bereavement...She tried 8 days to keep him, but failed.

It hurts just to think about what my friends must have been going through.. (I know it's not what I can even imagine) :'(

All of a sudden, whatever trouble I thought I had and how much pain I thought I felt, all seems meaningless and worthless and silly. Crying over a slight illness, and fretting over some bad dreams --> I'm such a lotus-eater and moaner...

I should really cherish what I have and what I'm given, by all of you, who love me dearly.