June '07 (diary 3)
Ah! I wish I could control myself. I told myself to calm down, but an inner power was driving me nuts. Fidgeting, fidgeting! Did something unnecessary, never mind! but patience level went low - I got vexed. Ah, complicated! At a time like this, I was still such a perfectionist. I reviewed what I wrote and got pretty disappointed. :( Quickly I had to just get rid of the disappointment then marching on. When I was not writing, I made the best out of friendliness, company, sympathy, wonders of the everyday.