I got all encouraged again after the tutorial. Although there's still a lot to do, at least I know nothing is in the way to stop my submission of thesis this June. Besides, I'm going on the right direction, and I've said meaningful things! I've made it doable! Some of my designs have been accepted, and my effort was not in vain. I could make it visible for others to see significance of some issues. It feels great. As if I hit the right cymbal for the right moment!
Two things happened this morning to bring in even more delights. One was that, with some really crucial help, I was told I might actually be able to go ahead with my plan to help out with an artist's gigs in the UK and Europe. My master plan... The other thing is that, me and a previous tutor of mine (back in 1993!!!) are in touch again!! And he remembers me!! Oh that summer!